Working on my memoir has been tough. It is not an easy process. Basically sorting through your dirty laundry, trying to figure out what is salvageable. There have been times when I just have to close my iPad down, and walk away.
The biggest issue is the “what ifs” plaguing my every thought. What if someone reads this and hates me? What if someone reads this and judges me? What if… What if… What if…
The thing is, I am forgetting the good thing that are coming out of this process. The self exploration of searching for my true self, is nothing short of an adventure. There are in fact, positive “what ifs” to consider as well. What if this encourages someone else to be their true self? What if this makes someone feel less alone? And so on.
I am grateful for the people that I have in my life, who are helping me through this process.